Beata- You certainly had me turning circles. I am so sorry hun. Hope you are doing well. I am the same with DD's ashes...they are not going anywhere. I won't be spreading them...they are in our bed. I was thinking of making a pillow for them as they are not comfortable to cuddle and that is what we do all the time. But she stays with us...i know it is just her ashes but she feel more present having them near us. They still travel with us if we go somewhere over night.
Dory it has taken me some time to reply to your post relaying the painful loss of you babies. I just can't believe it, all in the space of a year. You are an incredible inspiration having hope. You have played a big part in my healing to be able to consider another spirit in our lives. I have no idea where the hope comes from but it is starting to return for me too. I have started to see and feel another spirit on our lives other than DD. For a long time all i wanted was just DD back. I still do, but i am happy to have another too. I never thought i would have room in my life for more than her essence. She takes up space and time in our life and we wouldn't have it any other way.
I think it was a wonderful and thoughtful gift for you to give the hospital a camera. That is just perfect. You go into these experiences totally blind to what you might need or want.
I just want to say you are a brave brave woman and I try to walk in your footsteps everyday hoping i have your strength when my time comes.
Chez, hun my fingers are crossed for you.
BEata, hope there is a pool for you somewhere to float in.
Teagz, wishing you a beautiful and healing birth experience.
Aries, hope you are doing ok hun, haven't heard ffrom you in a while.
Blessedatlast, i am forever holding out hope for you, hope your cycle sorts itself out soon and you get not only peace of mind but a big fat positive.
For anyone i have missed. Love and peace and hope you are traveling well, being gentle with yourself and finding moments to smile.
I am reading Spirit Babies at the moment, lovely read and really helping my psychic connections, intuition and spiritual communications. I am CD 4 now and starting to get my head around another month. Most discomfort has gone although i know there is the last surge to go. Funny but my labour with DD was exactly the same as my periods are in sequence...chaotic contractions, calm, rhythmic and uniform, a sense of 'has this stopped' and then last surge but manageable and finishing. Funny how that was. Right, i have some ironing to do.
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