I am so glad i have all of your support in here. I think if i didnt she may have succeeded in making me feel bad for feeling sad. But i know that is wrong of her- not me. So thank you ladies- you have no idea how much your words have helped me to feel ok.

Georgie- you need to click on the "Post Reply button" not just a quick reply- or click on "Go Advanced" and it will bring up all your icons..... and yes, i have learned to that you can not go back to a page a return to your post- it goes bye bye!!! I prefer to minumize the page and even open another one so i can still read and post at the same time!! Good Luck!!! Here are some hugs for you!!! And i hope that all your trying comes to fruition!!!! I can really understand how you are feeling at the moment. I am sending you lots of sticky vibes!!!

LYN>> Thank you, and please dont feel like you took over- i am so grateful that i am not the only one who has this trouble IYKWIM. I am sure that your sister is probably convinced you are fine because you are pregnant again. Like you said- some people just have no concept because they cant imagine it. They wouldnt even come close if they tried.

Auntie M.. Just keep letting it out!!! This is going to be a long hard road for you- and like i need to tell myself- PUT YOU FIRST!!!
I like your idea of thinking abuot DH and giving him a break from you coz you know that your feelings arnt going to go away!!! I hope he takes you up on it and returns fresh and ready to pamper you and do what ever you say!!! LOL Where would we be without our DDDH's?

Well poas again last night and it had faded again.... so i am thinking that maybe i have o'd- (i will kepp poas to check!!!) which means that now is the time to be ripe and ready!!! Have stepped up a bit and evrything is going to plan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am at work again today- i learned how to baance the tills and stuff (old Freddy is away... he is in charge of that stuff so i can only do it when he's not here!!!!) very exciting. I think i will have a short day today though and go home for some love and affection from my aminals. Oh yeah, latest count....
2 Dogs
8cats(mummy and daddy and 6 kittens)
3 roosters
5 layers
3 chickens
2 ducks
1 fish... i think thats it.... yep 24 in total. cool

The kittens have started to open their eyes and they are sooooooo cute!!!! They will be going to the pet shop as soon as possible before i get too attatched and want to keep one or two or three....lol

Well i better do some work, i may be back later!!

Thank you again everyone- you have no idea how much i needed it!! Actually, i take that back- you all do know and thats why you care!!! Thank you again!!!!

LOve always
StarBright
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