Thank you girls!! I do know i am doing the right thing by sticking to my guns. I am not going to let them hurt me any more than i already have been. Ce ce i think you are on the money with what you have said. Even my mum has said similar things. She admires me and Dh for what we have been through and she often says that if it went the other way- and it was my sis who lost babies- she and her DH would probably not cope as well. It is still hard too. There has been a seperation between me and my family since before i lost babies (Like my whole life) so this has all just highlighted what was already there. Which in a way makes it easier to right them off coz i sort have felt like i wanted to anyway- and now i have a damn good reason. What annoys me the absolute most is that my dad and my other sister all say that the pregnant sister and her DH are all making a big deal about nothing- yet none of them will stand up and back me up when they are around. Alot of backwards **** going on behind peoples backs, i hate it!!!!!

But enough about that.... i have some good news...
CecE you are right (yet again!!!!) my line got darker today!!! Still not a positive ovulation line- but the darkest i have seen yet!!! I am guessing i am due to ovulate any day now. I have been getting a few crampy feelings (tiny bit like period- but no where near as bad) this is ovulation pains right???!!! Have been bedding every third night or so so far- will have to pick up the pace over the next few days and all will go to the magnificent plan!!!! I have stopped taking my temp ( i would take it- but id forget to write it down and then i forget so i stopped, i might start doing it again as Af might be approaching coz it did do the drop thing last time- so i will look out for that hoping it stays nice and high!!

Auntie M- i love cranky pants!! Once you put em on its really hard to get out of them for me!!! Apparently i get a "look" i give to DH and he just backs up and walks away slowly and makes me a cup of tea. And then tickles me until i start laughing and put a smile on my face. I think for you its hormones Auntie M- that is great!!! Go with it- if you werent in a delicate condition i would advise you to go chop more wood to releave steam- but maybe try a nice long bath and some relaxation. And give it to anyone who asks for it!!! LOL

Time to go downstairs for morning tea with some locals (i love tuesdays!!) i will be back later!!

Love to all
StarBright
xoxox