You're not rambling at all Michelle. I understand about getting into the Christmas spirit. I expected to have a 6 week old baby for Christmas this year too...

However, I am trying to embrace the knowledge that this is a whole new cycle and soon I will conceive another precious baby that will grow and be born healthy and hollering!

Ithink inserting a piccy from your u/s is a gorgeous idea. You have every reason to celebrate this Christmas and next Christmas Alf will be putting new smiles on your faces