Thank you for your reply. I thought I was going crazy and even did a pregnancy test for some weird reason. My mind just isn't itself at the moment. :eek:
In some ways I understand what you mean about feeling like at least a part of your body was working by lactating. Whilst I was pregnant with Harrison I was really looking forward to being about to nurse him and bond with as only a mother can. Although I initally got upset tonight when I saw the milk, I just sat there and said a few quite words to my boy and that made me feel better.
I just think that my mind is racing. I have had trouble sleeping for the last week or so and the lump scare seems to really have knocked me around. I guess everything that has happened in the last two months has made my think about my own mortality. I don't mean to be negative but I guess it is only normal to have bad days.
Once again you are a life saver Michelle. Thank you for sharing with me... I really appreciate it.
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