Hi gals

I really need HELP. As some of you know I found a lump in my breast about a week ago and after all the checks it is benign and they think a blocked milk duct. About an hour ago I was getting ready for a shower and decided to check my lump, because I am meant to be keeping an eye on any changes. I was poking it and I think I got a bit carried away because I squeezed my breast and then all of a sudden there was a drop of white fluid which I presume is milk. I squeezed some more and it kept coming. The day I had Harrison the OB gave me medication to stop lactation and although in the week after I had him, my breasts were swollen and tender, at no stage did they leak. I am just really angry at myself and hope that I haven't started anything. The thing that confuses me is that it is almost 8 weeks since I gave birth to my angel baby and it didn't even cross my mind that squeezing my breast would have that impact. I stupidly squeezed the other one and the same thing happened. As Harrison and his twin were my first pregnancy, I have no idea about lacation so sorry if I am asking stupid question. I am due to ovulate in the next few days and I will be so angry at myself If I have stuffed up my chances by stimulating my milk. Can anyone please help?

Kristee: I am sorry that you are feeling down at the moment and AF has come to visit. I hope that tomorrow is a new day for you and you start to feel a little better. I just want you to know that no matter what anyone says, what happened to you is not your fault. Don't let anyone tell you that it is, even your mumma :hugs:

To Clare, Michelle, Flowerchild and the rest of the gals, sorry for no personals tonight, I am just really preoccupied with my lactation issue.

that all is ok.

I'd love any advice that you may have
Spring Angel