mel - good luck today
lynn - how are you? was thinking of you on saturday, just couldn't access the computer to let you know my thoughts were with you, dh, cooper and *hope*
nat - lol on the paris rooms, agree with bailey there, poor ds. good that you've decided on ivf, hopefully you'll be able to enjoy the trip a little more, bit of practicing never hurt, you never know!
bailey - glad to hear you're growing well, bubs ticker is speeding along now
auntie m - wood chopping, huh?!, dp is going to do some next weekend with fil, i wouldn't even have considered helping, not going to let him on to what the women in colorado do lol.
deb - how are you and col?
me - i'm cranky again, but whats new. had a friends 30th which was interesting, dp and I fought because he said i am going to lose friends with how i'm acting, my response if people can't come talk to me, i'm not going to talk to them, I'm me and if they can't start a conversation with me because of what has happened then thats their problem not mine and the other thing I'm not going to sit and have a conversation with someone who's saying how they couldn't handle one child let alone twins, I'd love to have the chance to handle one. anyway dp is much to nice, one of the guys had a bub a month before us and he was telling dp about his lack of sleep and how scared he was the first time bubs got sick, dp didn't say anything just sort of nodding along. mind you this is the first time he has seen any of these guys since it all happened, and none of them said anything to him. anyway you all know what its like. also had a fight with my sister, things have changed now, its all a bit funny.

apart from that accupuncturist decided to start me on some fertility herbs, liquid and tablets, so i'm a little like mel, rattling as I walk, apparently some fs created them for mediherb so sounds worth giving a go. amidst all the grumpiness dp made me laugh, he has a habit of using my water glass, the other day i just so happened to leave the one that i'd mixed my herbs in and he used it and started cursing, yelling out is that your uterus water, i said yeah, now he keeps saying his uterus feels stronger lol.