I am such a bimbo sometimes, I was gonna write to everyone else too and just hit submit - nice one!

Lynn - No need to thank me, thats what friends are for :hugs: And your mum is right, if it helps what does it matter. My psych was costing me $265 for 45 mins and I didnt feel anywhere near as good as you and Spring make me feel after a phone chat I am glad you had a better day today, how cute is it that the little 2 year old has been asking for you? Certainly cant hurt the ego! I can imagine how hard it was picking up the flowers, these things are really hard to do arent they. I think in the long run it will help you to have such beautiful memories of Cooper though, and I bet he is really proud of his Mummy.

Nat - :hugs: to you and your family, I hope everyone is doing ok under the circumstances. Take care of yourself.

Deb - vibes coming your way!

Hi to everyone else - Bailey, Michelle, Clare (havent heard how your going in a while), and anyone I have missed.

DH went to dr tonight and his shoulder is fine and probably just a torn muscle and the lesion he had removed is innocent so thats a weight off our minds - finally something positive!

Mel