Hey girls

Well today has been an emotional day all round.

Firstly Lynn I want to say but I also want to respect how difficult today must have been for you. I hope that today was a kind to you as could be. Big :hugs:

Mel: You deserve a bloody break! I am so sorry that today was difficult for you but I am glad that you got some time out at your sisters on the weekend and some time away from the kids. You have survived today and that is a massive acomplishment. I know you are worried about DH, but I remember how positive you were when I found the lump in my breast, so it is my turn to send you the positive vibes.

Bailey: How are you today honey? I have been thinking about you and dear little Asha today. Just know that I care about you and I hope that you had an ok day.

Nat: It is nice to hear from you, how are you? You are such a sweetie and you say such kind words. I can't wait to meet you at the Sydney catch up.

Flowerchild: Thanks for helping me out last night, you are such a kind woman. I am glad that your bleeding has stopped. I hope you are coping with your Hubby away.

Well I am feeling completely exhausted and emotional. I haven't had anymore spotting but it put such a terrible fear in me that I just feel stuffed. The storm last night went on and on and I was up until 3.30am (no word of a lie) trying to stop him barking and freaking out. I have spoken to my vet today and we are going to try some mild sedatives on him. The big issue is that he is going to end up hurting himself so I have to do something. DH is also just really down at the moment, he seems so upset. I am glad I am going to see him tomorrow but I hate the fact that I have to leave him.

Oh well, 5 1/2 weeks down, 13 1/2 to go until he is home. I am also starting to really worry about my 12 week scan which is a week today. I don't know how I am going to cope if there is anything wrong.

I think I am just overtired and emotional. I have to get up at about 5.00am tomorrow so that I can catch an early plane so off to bed for me.


Luv Spring