Mel - you are right ( you always are! ) this is my month and yours.......remember we have to graduate together. You sound like me not wanting to go the Sids meeting on your own. I felt like the new girl in class LOL. It was hard but good to talk about Cooper and to share it with people that really do understand. I'm sure you will benefit from it and Klee's idea of going together sounds excellent. You can be new girls together I leave tomorrow and will be back on Wednesday night. I am so going to miss all of you girls. I don't think I will be able to post while I am away so I will have a lot of reading to do when I get back. If I have time tonight I will jump on msn and have a chat. I hope you have some good news to tell me when I get back. Actually no if you get some good news you have to ring me!!!!! I will fly straight to Melbourne and hug you!!!

Deb - how am I feeling - that is an interesting question. I'm not sure to be honest. It feels like this is happening to someone else. I was sitting there listening to the nurse and she was explaining everything and it was like I was watching her talk to someone else. I know that sounds really weird but that is what it felt like. I remember I told my counsellor that when I lost Cooper it felt like an out of body experience and she said probably that was my body's way of coping. I'm wondering if this is the same. The needle looks bigger than I thought it would!!! Aghhhh!!!! I am going to be brave and strong and do this! I have to, don't I. I start the injections on saturday so by the time I am back on Wednesday I will be able to tell you what an expert I am It seems to have all worked out ok as I will be back just in time for my first BT on Thursday morning. I am going to miss all your words of wisdom over the next few days. Hopefully when I get back there will be some wonderful news for you to tell me :hugs:

Klee - I think each person is different when deciding when to TTC. My ob said that as soon as I had finished bleeding (which was about 6 weeks) I could start trying. When you are ready we will all be here to support you. Maybe check with your ob on what he thinks. I think that it is a wonderful idea of you and Mel going to the Sids meeting together. I know that Mel has been looking to meet someone in Melbourne.

Bailey - you are back this weekend but I am going to miss your first post. I hope you had the most fantastic, relaxing time. Do you have any good news to share with us??????? I have missed you so much I hope that we can all get together next weekend and hear all about your trip.

Hi to everyone else.

Luv & Hugs
Lynn
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