Ellie,

Firstly I am so sorry to hear about your losses. Life is pretty unfair huh

I cant really offer any advice, I fell pregnant with Nicholas while on the pill (well I mucked it up accidentally but you know) and then when we lost him we assumed we would have no trouble getting pregnant. We have "idiopathic infertility" according to our FS which as you probably know means really they dont have a clue. We have just started our 1st cycle of IVF this month, I am so nervous I just dont know what to expect. I started OCP last Thursday and start Synarel on 15th Sept.

Basically, I just wanted to give you a big and say that I hope you can find the strength to go on. It is amazing how much strength we can actually find within ourselves when we need to. Over the last 12 months I have found, just when I think I am at the end of my rope and cant take anymore pain and heartache, I manage to find a little more strength to go on. I hope you can do the same, and I so hope you get that beautiful little bubba very soon.

Love Mel