Thank you so much for your replies.

Sushee...the article is exactly where we're at...stuck...thanks for taking the time to point me in the right direction...hasn't been the best of mornings. I think we're close to the end and that in itself is scary...I'm emotionally disengaging from the whole thing and resenting the financial burdon and feeling like our life is on hold...I'm sick of going to the clinic and phoning for stupid blood results...and the thought of another EPU isn't doing much for me either. Oh my goodness...I've just realised it's the 4th September...5 years today since we did your first cycle!@?! That's creepy...maybe enough is enough?