Beatrix thanks for your msn details, will add them to my contacts, I don't get on there too often because when I do I stay on for hours LOL. Still feeling really down and wanting to cry all the time, but put on a brave face around my friends, DH sees straight through it though. That's great that MJ is sleeping in the pram, at least it gives you a break from holding her all the time.
alittlegrubi i'm not worried about blurting out something that would seem rather trivial under normal circumstances because I know that DH realises that my emotions are pretty much out of my control atm, it's just that it is really difficult to be specific about what is actually making me upset. As for the Babes in Arms session at the movies, I take my hat off to you for attempting it.
chelle66 if I give DH the 'nothing' response when he asks what is wrong, he knows i'm lying and will say so, and that's usually enough to get the tears flowing, followed by him giving me lots of hugs and reassurance, then if Oliver is awake and whinging he will take over.
Nettie it's hard when they don't want to sleep anywhere but in your arms, Jordan was like that too and I found it very frustrating.

Had another bad afternoon yesterday with Oliver, he basically screamed for nearly 2 hours after vomiting after his bottle, DH walked in the door at 6pm to find me very stressed and crying, he took oliver off me, settled him down and an hour later he was asleep, DH then took Jordan and they went off and did the grocery shopping, I really do appreciate how much he is helping me atm, and love his so much. but, it has got me thinking as to whether Oliver is having reflux problems, he won't vomit after every feed though, so I am also wondering if he could just be making a piggy of himself when he has more than a 100ml, but I thought that since he was 5kg and only having 6 bottles a day, he should be having 120-150ml per feed anyway.

Oh, I don't friggin know, there could very well be no reason for his screaming at all other than to send me insane!