Grubi - I know exactly what u mean by not wanting to blurt out something. My DH always wants to know what's wrong when I'm 'blue' but I often don't know or it's too many things to discuss it.

Very tired here at the moment. Am hoping to sleep when Liam does today, but not sure if it will work. He sleeps fabulously in my arms, but not in the bassinette!

DH has gone out for a few hrs and NOW I have to go to the loo. Sheesh!