Hi All,

just a quick update on the pregnancy. Had an ob appt today where he did a scan but still couldn't see anything and was unusual at 6.5-7w preg. He said something was wrong and told me that i had a 99% chance that i miscarried. No bubs. I have been booked in for a D&C as well as getting my tubes tied tomorrow afternoon. I cried at the clinic but am now able to think logically as i was told that miscarriages before 12w is due to a serious deformation with the embryo. I am lucky that i never got to see bubs on both scans which i had as the grieving process would have been harder i think. Also, i'm glad that it terminated at such an early stage as losing it later on would have been harder and i don't think i could have looked after a disabled child. Those that look after disabled children are one of God's Angel. I am still very emotional as i was really attached and i had even named it little Zara. Never experiencing a miscarriage before it is really tough to deal with.

That's it for now. See you guys soon and take care!