Hello everyone, well I have been MIA for about 6mths as I have had a lot to deal with, but I am going to try to get back into the swing of life again... I had my beautiful boy Parker on the 18th, woke up at 3am with my waters broken ( lucky I was staying with my sister at the time and my older two were with my parents ) woke up my sister at 4.30 got to monash at 5 my other sister who was to be my bithing partner got there at 5.30 after getting lost and headed to monash uni lol and Parker arrived at 6.30, so it all happened quite fast... Parker had a few blue eppersods while at hospital but is doing very well now, not that he has enjoyed the heat too much over the last few days...

Xh came home on the 23rd where we offically seperated, so now I am a single mum to 4 winkies, very scary and dawnting time but hope I can make it though it all... I am currently looking for a new house as I cant afford to pay this rent... so fingers crossed I find something soon... Xh is back in QLD finding himself, I truely hope he works out what he wants in life...

other than that so far ( touch wood ) I have been blessed with a very well behaved baby who is demand feeding like a champ, has taken to a dummy which is a life saver at times... but the real test will come when school starts and I have to run around like a headless chook making breakfast lunch and dinner for everyone when I couldnt be bother eatting anything atm...

I hope not to get too slack and build up my bb freindships again... still can work out how to change my user name though...
welcome back GTF will catch up more later!