Babies Born February 2008 #2

[Roquen]

Hi Everyone!

Prama - sorry to hear you are still struggling with BF. Its so hard isn't it. I got a bit upset the other day about it, nipples were really sore as I have just about completely weaned Jordan off the shields now. Tried to talk to hubby and he flat out said I have to breastfeed and he won't let me stop! Unless you are doing it, I don't think anyone can understand how draining it can be, and just the whole concept of having to do it every 2 or 3 hours no matter what can be daunting (especially if it is painful). I've been expressing and freezing as I have a huge supply still, and hubby has fed the odd bottle of ebm to Jordan for me so I could duck out to visit my horses etc, have only done it 2 times so far, but its nice to be able to get away and just do something for yourself once in a while, and come back refreshed and better able to cope, maybe that is an option for you?

Jordan had a better night last night, I fed him at 930, then he slept till 1230, then after that feed made it to 3am, then 445am then 8am, which is actually a really good night for us! I got more than 1.5 hours sleep which feels great, I even got up and went for a walk with the pram today, whereas yesterday I didn't even get to go to the loo till lunchtime :-) I'm hoping we have a similar night tonight. He is still a bit unsettled with the wind/colic - I did try a dummy with him this morning as he was rooting around like he was starving after doing a huge feed - he took it and spat it out once asleep, so I'm happy I have that option there if I need to settle him when he thinks he is hungry but isn't :-) I normally just let him suck but I was too sore! I initially didn't want to use a dummy but I think they have their place and if it means we all get some sleep, so be it.

I found last night that if I let him feed off one side (he guzzled for say 10 - 15 mins) then did his nappy change, and put him back on that side, he was more settled - I guess getting more hind/fatty milk that way. Hoping I can work it so he can feed off both sides at each feed again soon as I get so full its painful, but it seems that really making sure he drains one side helps with the wind.

Kirsten - are you having a better day today sweety? Motherhood is damn hard, I knew it would be challenging but this first few weeks, its just so hard! I love it but I know I've had days like you where I just had to have a good cry.

Hope you are all doing ok, I'm glad I have this group to read and post in, has helped me get through some rough patches thats for sure!

hugs to all xoxo

[kirsten74]

Hey everyone, well today is a better day. Don't feel so emotional and actually managed to have a shower and get dressed and go out! I had to see my Ob about my c section incision as he is keeping an eye on it while it heals (almost healed fully now, just the itching from the scar as everything heals!) and bit the bullet and asked for some motilium. At least this way I can get my supply up and start expressing a bit more so DH can give him a bottle in the morning and let me catch up on some sleep. Had to give him formula the last 2 mornings as I just didn't have enough to express and I have been so exhausted that DH didn't want to wake me so gave him formula. I don't mind Ben getting formula occasionally and I vowed to BF for as long as possible, but the whole process and the worry that comes with it is doing my head in, so I will continue until 6 weeks and then reassess.

Prama you are doing great with the BF. I think if I were in your shoes I would have said stuff it, formula all the way! You wait until your next child. You will be able to do all of this stuff in your sleep and know it all!

Well, got to go and cook dinner for the big kids. I wish the novelty of Ben would wear off and they would leave him alone. They keep kissing and touching and poking him. Have had to explain to them not to touch his head etc, but they keep bl**dy doing it! Oh well.

Sleep vibes to all the bubs (and the mums!)

[prama]

Thanks so much, girls. sometimes i feel so incompetent...

Roquen - my biggest problem is not having enough milk and each breastfeed takes almost an hr, followed by formula and everything takes an hr and half. and then its time for the next one. Motilium and fenugreek tablets are not helping.
Well done on getting off the shields!!
im going to be on them for a while yet, im getting lots of shooting pains. so im going to express for a day and see if my nipples heal. i was told that shooting pains mean your nipples are pretty damaged.
DH gives him EBM early mornings, and i express. so that helps too.
Glad your having time w your horses. getting out does help doesnt it.

Kirsten - so glad you;re doing better. it's nice to get out of the house isnt it. I went for a quick walk and it made me feel better. im tired of my ass being on the sofa all day feeding. it's hard to walk with my tummy still so wobbly.
whats the best way to get rid of it, it does go away doesnt it?
im waiting for the 6 weeks too. we'll take to the paed and then see how we go.. i know i will never forgive myself for giving up..
I know, the other day i was soo exhausted and my nipples were so painful, we gave him formula. i felt guilty but i thought it was better than me bf-ing and being unhappy and he gets my bad vibes.

off to have some dinner now...
love you all.
xxooxox