Lol Dianna..I would have him for you in a heartbeat if we were closer

Well last night I was so tired after my course and I came home and tried to relax after the course.
Kobi was awake by 10:30 and then at 1 and then at 6 and then at 7! Not good. I was actually going to CC but it failed cos I gave in right away. I am weak!!! Ahhhh I am sick of talking about the same thing..and you are probably sick of hearing it. Sorry ladies.

Di - Joining you in a Canadian Club brunch ok!!!!!

I have been thinking lately ladies about slowing down on the breastfeeding. I am confused. I will explain what I mean:
Basically I feel like I am missing out on so much (selfish I know) but I feel like I cant really let my hair down and be myself. No drinking..no eating really spicy foods and all of that stuff. I realise it's selfish and I am not saying they are good reasons...but thats part of how I feel.
Though on the other hand..I do enjoy that time we have together...and I dont want to stop altogether..as I don't want to stop giving her the best I can. I do worry that she isnt getting enough and I am unable to express barely anything anymore. Last night when I went to my course I left DH with 20 mls! It took me 20 minutes to get it as well. Now THATS depressing and makes me want to chuck in the towel.
I have been thinking of feeding her b/m whenever I am home and for all her usual feeds and if unable to express for when I have plans or go to work then give her forumla. What do you think?

Does anyone have any advice in relation to all of this. Now don't worry..I am not going to stop feeding yet and I am not going to stop just so I can go out an get ****ed or anything. Its just that I am having a tug of war over all my feelings. I felt comfortable expressing myself in here cos you guys are all so easy to talk to.

OK I need to drown my self in a coffee and some more vegemite toast!

Hope you all have a good day.