hi ya girls im back in the land of living. Thank you to al of you for your thoughts. We have along road in front of us but have to stay positive for my little man. He now has cerabal Palsey after all of this but we are going to take one day at a time. He still have clots in his brain but they havent gotten any bigger and his infections have gone (thank god) still bfing like no other and OMG it feels like I have fire coming out of the ends of my nipples sometime. He is such a good little baby, I really cant complain about him. He looks up into my face now when I feed him to talk to him and he is turning his head at our voices. The kids absolutely love him and Vy wont stop kissing him and calling him tea'az. Anyway enough of our crapola

Going to try and get my head around the past posts and catch up on everyone