Not good news girls. I've had a miscarriage. This is now my 7th one. I am so sick of it. I'm sad, depressed, upset, bewildered, letdown....all the emotions. Won't know anything for a while yet until tests come back, but I don't expect there to be anything there...never is.

I really don't understand why I am destined to go through so many miscarriages....it never gets any easier. And I have just gotten through the past 24 hours due to pain killers and sleeping tablets.

So, I'm going to be missing a bit.