Well I need to get this of my chest, I've been feeling really upset and moody lately and I don't know what it's all from. I think that it started with my so called friend telling me that Lochie needs chill pills and now I think I've taken that to heart and feel like the worse mother in the world. My two older boys don't listen to me that much and I feel that because I'm yelling or constantly telling them to stop doing something that it is reflecting on me as been a bad mother. I now don't have any friends in QLD, my best friend lives in Sydney and we talk as much as we can, but I'm feeling so isolated at the moment, all I seem to do is walk Kailen to school then come home and that is my life. Don't get me wrong I love been a SAHM but I need adult conversation. I feel that my frustration is coming into the way I am parenting and I just don't want to feel like this anymore, as I'm sitting here typing this I'm bawling my eyes out as it feels like a small weight is been lifted by typing this out. I am also feeling very invisible like no one can see or hear me, besides DH, but he doesn't know how to fix it so I don't know.
Ok I better stop now or I won't be able to compose myself, there's no need to say anything I'm just glad I've got it off my chest now, and will try and deal with it and make the changes I might need.
hugs xoxo
Last edited by AmandaJ; September 8th, 2006 at 04:24 PM.
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