Lisa - I know how u feel. I've been thinking about it, but I can't leave Jesse yet. Not full time anyway. After Jaz I worked casually for my mum, which helped. She was about 6 weeks. But after Bri I didn't do anything til she was 18 months when I started working at the pub at home, but that was only 2 nights a week. Sometimes 3. About $100 - $250 a week. It was our have fun money. The rest went to bills. What I earnt was for takeaway, & going out etc.
I would like something like that again, just to kinda get out of the house too, but I'm not game enough to work in a pub here. We moved an hour & a half away to a bigger town. Where we lived before there are only about 250 people & most of them are out of town. I knew everyone. There are a few thousand people here & I don't know any of them.
Then there's day care. It really just doesn't seem worth it unless I'm making good money, but then I'd have to be away from the kids more.
The decision is way too hard.

Danni - Jesse is 1/4 year today. It's going so fast!