Good boy Archie.

Glad someone is being good, Lachlan is being so ratty lately. Starting to wonder how I can cope with 2 boys and a business.

I just found out this arvo that my aunt is having a boy. Her first is a girl.

Also in my family, my sister and my cousin are having boys this year 2, after already having a girl as their first borns.

Is it wrong for me to feel jealous. I am not sure if that is the word "jealous", it is more that I feel like I am the only one that didn't get the pidgeon pair. I def want a healthy child and if it is a boy then so be it, it is just that there is so much jealousy in my family that I know if any of them hadn't have got the pidgeon pair there would be feelings expressed. Am I being selfish for feeling this way? Just feel like the odd one out really and with Lachlan being a right little horror atm, is not making me feel any better about it all! What have I got myself in for..... Two boys, how will I cope?