Thanks honey for your support. Lachlan has just been such a hard baby (as you know) and I just have always felt like - "why me"!!! But I guess we are only given what we can truely handle, just can't reason with that sometimes. Just hope this next bub isn't so hard, as I don't think I could do it all again, esp with owning a business these days. I think that is what makes it so hard - is this god dam business at times..... Just trying to juggle it all is so hard, and Lachlan is just being so hard lately and my patience level is just not holding out.

I do believe the rest of the family will be jealous of us sometime down the track as my boys will be such gr8 mates and I am sure boys are easier then girls as they get older, maybe I am just going thru my hard stages now, just feel like I am too old and intolerant sometimes.

I am happy for lachlan this bubba is a boy, I am just havin a downer about it all. If there weren't all my relatives that had girls and then a boy, esp after getting the 3rd lot of news 2nite this wouldn't have hit me so hard.

Just hard to see all this right now very clearly, tomorrow is a different day.

And for the record I would be pleased as punch if Tania has a girl, this is all just related to my family and the issues there have always been there........

I think for me if and when my aunt and uncle actually ring me and tell me (which they are pretty big headed at the best of times), I would feel like saying down the other end of the phone "Well aren't you lucky"!!!! This particular relative also use to rub into me how good an eater their daughter was and she would eat anything and I mean they wouldn't say it once/twice/three times, they just couldn't keep going on about it, and it really upset me, and I just thought once I said "think yourself lucky" that they would quit, but nope..... See where i am coming from......