Hey Ladies!!!

Just a selfish one from me for the moment.

Just updating you all on the preg situation. I had been getting some pretty serious left side abdominal and shoulder pain and I still am. I went to the ER to get it checked out as my insurance covers emergencies. I thought I might be having an ectopic pregnancy and after 6 hours I finally got an ultrasound which showed nothing in the left fallopian tube and a little bean in the uterus with a heartbeat of 143pm and measuring 6w5d The doctor can't explain the pain though and did say to return if it worsens. Problem is if it does my insurance company will not cover it I am not allowed to present for the same emergency twice and be covered. At least I know I am not going to have a rupture and die

Noah is still not quite a toddler, he really relies on his push walker to get around, I swear he must just be using it for balance. I am thinking about hiding for a few days to see if he gets the *****s for not being able to walk and then just goes for it.

Well it is 8am here and I need to leave soon to see paternal dad, I am not looking forward to that. He got angry that I called him at the wrong time the other day. He is an alcoholic and has a homeless woman for a girlfriend. Not really the type of person I want Noah to be around but I can't deny him meeting his grandson and he has no chance of meeting any more grandkids because I am his only child and I don't think I will be able to come back with 2 kids. Anyway enough on that.

I hope everyone is really well. I will have to go back and read a bit and get around to personals during the week.