Sorry no replies for awhile ....still settling in to being home again.
Took the plunge and went to sleep school yesterday and they were lovely. I won't do everything, but Lugh is out of the wrap, out of my room and into a cot ....and I am sure he was ready ....but was I ...I went and slept in his room at one o'clock ..roughly the same sleep for him ... but I felt like a new person ...I could be loud in my room, turn the light on and off etc ...
Today he was BRILLIANT in the morning, no time to settle and lots of sleep, this afternoon our "routine" got stuffed by mothers group and and immunisation and now he is very grumpy and won't nap ....oh well....can't have it all ...I will try again tomorrow.
hope everyone is well ...esp Kim's husband and Kim...congratulations on the baby ...
Vicky you always make me feel like i can give you a big cuddle! your posts always make me feel good about my self, so thanks heaps hunny!! beleive me sometimes i wish i could just beam myself up to you!! i find it very hard as i'm yet to tell anyone i know about my PND so you guys are the ears! i go again next tuesday to my group, it's every fornight, i just dont think the group thing is for me, i barely opened my mouth the whole time, just didnt feel comfortable. for various reasons i find it hard to trust people with such issues and tend to keep these things in a little place in my head that surface when i least expect it. i'm feeling better about things though, but not sure if the meds are making me feel sick, so sick that i actually did a pregnancy test today jus to make sure!! of course it was neg. so along with the hair falling out and the nausea i'm a bit blah. i still have thought i shoudnt and that worry me, i want to talk but the only real person i feel like i can to is my MCHN whom i really like and feel comfortable, but io dont want to bother her with my problems, she is awear of everything as we have talked alot and has offered her ears to me, but i feel awkward approaching her again, she has better thing to do than listen to me.
KIM i hope your DH gets better soon, things must be very hard for you at the moment, when are you having another scan? bet you cant wait!!
CHRISTY :hugs: to you about your mum, i can understand the feeling surraonding not having the best relationship with your mum, you need her support not her critisism right now, you have to wonder how she or anyone else would c ope if they were in your shoes! your doing a great job with your girls, maybe she should dpend a day in your shoes!
BLANCHIE, i'm gald emilia arm is better it must be such a relief for you both and that the cold has gone, goodluck with the packing hun.
OLIVIA i'm glad sllep school went well, where did you go? we found it hard to move DD from bassinette to cot too!! makes them too grown up too soon.
ANN sophie is the dame in the pram, doesnt sleep so we also dah out so what we have to then home to sleep, or she sleeps in the car, no teeth for us yet, thought she was teething last weekend , she had a temp and there is a small white dot on her gum but i dont think it;s a tooth yet.
MEREDITH goodluck at northpark hun!! i'm thinking of you!!! yes we HAVE to catch up, next week not good but the week after starting 26th good, not mon or tues for us though. i didnt really click with anyone there, i felt like the other girls who knew each other were happier to talk about themselves a little too much, like "remember when i did this and remember when i did that". i dont want to be judgemental cos i'm not like that but they were not people i felt comfortable even being around. my drinks the other night were great, went down a treat and wayyy too fast!!, it's our
5th wedding aniversary next week to willl have a few out at dinner, DH can drive seen as i've been the taxi driver for ages now
TARALEE i really expected AF to have returned by now as well, i'm breastfeeding but sophie sleeps around 13 hours overnight so i thought with not feeding for so long it would be back by now, but i'm not complaining!!
sophie is doing great,she rolled today back to front but we were making tea abd missed it!! we were devestated.
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Hi AJP I've been wondering how you were doing. day by day...which is the best way to live anyway. (she says as her anxiety levels are through the roof!!!! and is snapping at everyone and everything) sigh. I'm glad I am able to make you feel better though hun, just hearing that makes me feel better...lol.
Christy - I just read your punching bag post. Mothers - what are they like!!!!!!!!! I have been having words with mine, she just loves putting a good dose of guilt on me when ever possible...I just pray and hope that none of my kids feel this way about me when they are older. The puppy is feeling better we think. He ate dinner. so it looks like its his teeth. Sook! $100 later....arghhhhh hopefully it will stay at only $100
Hi olivia, hope that Lugh is feeling better tomorrow...i'm so NOT looking forward to immunisation time again.
I'm about ready to blow I tell you. If my anxiety doesn't settle down after we have moved and I have unpacked I'm taking myself off to the doctor. I HATE feeling this way, its has been a long time since I have been this bad. And I'm sure it is because of everything that is going on... I feel like I'm about to lose it.
Think I will go and run myself a relaxing bath, and leave the packing for tonight. and keep saying to myself over and over...it will get done. it will get done. it will get done.
sorry....
but we were making tea abd missed it!! 
we were devestated.
Mothers - what are they like!!!!!!!!! I have been having words with mine, she just loves putting a good dose of guilt on me when ever possible...I just pray and hope that none of my kids feel this way about me when they are older. The puppy is feeling better we think. He ate dinner. so it looks like its his teeth. Sook! $100 later....arghhhhh hopefully it will stay at only $100 
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