Its a little quiet in here, hope everyone is doing ok

Turns out my bfing was an epic fail. i thought i had it but it turns out i dont, it seems like i am never going to be able to bf properly. i feel like such a failure. its depressing lol.
So as of this weekend i will be weening miss alissa onto formula, and seeing how that goes, mabe if i can feed her on that as well and give my boobs a bit of a rest, i might be feel a little more sane.
Going to see new moon again with MIL tomorrow, im addicted i cant wait til the next one. im thinking i might read the books again, but i really dont have the time and when i read a book, im terrible i cant put it down, DH hates it when i get into a book coz he cant talk to me lol.
anyway i hope everyone is well, and all you ladies suffering from the heat like me, i hope your bubs arent too hot and sticky.
xxx