Linda, I know how you are feeling. I too felt guilty when we started CC with Kat and then too with Jess. But seeing a baby who is happy and not grumpy because she is tired and having more energy to play and being in a better mood so you actually want to play and laugh with them is soooo worth it. I hope when she wakes up and gives you the biggest grin and giggles and plays with you! Maybe seeing how happy and undamaged she is will help you feel better? Oh I am no good at explaining things like this. I'm sorry if I have botched it. I am just saying that once you are both getting a full nights sleep with little if any interruption, she will be happier and so will you. And she will be greatdul for a rested and happy mum!