Belle.. hope youre ok mate, remember we're all here for you.

Vixstar.. oh he is just a sweetheart!!! What a gorgeous little boy! Oh hun, as i said to Belle, we are all here for you too. I dont know what its like, but i remember what the baby blues were like and i felt terrible then (baiscally as i had no sleep in over a week, literally, Jesse was crying cos boobie wasnt woring for him.. i was starting to get the feeling of resentment towards him.. so i told DH to go get some formula.. best thing i (personally) did). If you ever need anyone to chat to, im on msn.

Well Jesse woke up several times again last night.. oh so much for our sleep throughs.. wonder when tooth number 3 will rear its head! DH is at work and called and woke me at 8am (blah!) to ask what the name of a song was called !! I shoulda got up anyways. But am kinda glad as i was having a bad dream at the time.. firstly i was changing Jesse's nappy and it was SOOOOOOO full of poo! Anyways.. i bent down to get some sudocream for his butt and he was gone. I went across the street and Caro (from BB) was there with Michael and asked me to hold him for a second. I has sudocream on my finger and accidently put some on Michael but she said it was ok.. so i went back to the room to search for Jesse and there was just a band rehearsing!I was frantic!! Balling my eyes out. And as i woke up from the phone call some one said they saw him running down the street!! That was it.. how bizarre!