O.M.G I am dying. This SPD thing is ridiculous. I cant hardly walk. Ry has wandered off to boxing class when all I want to do is sit in a steaming hot bath (or saw my legs off). I dont know how Im going to cope for another 13wks with this, just my luck I'll end up in a wheelchair. Ry said "Well you should sit and read all day" - uh yeah nobjockey how am I to do that with chores, a toddler and errands to run? His answer is - put Jett in his room. OMG can I kill him????

Im stuck in a situation I cant fix. I have absolutely no support and its not like Ripley is almost due or that Ry can get holidays to help me