hayley- maddie is the cutest little thing in that kitchen sink. i hope you're right about lewis and his clingyness. he is in love with me!!!

noni- can't believe you worked at maccas as well! my dp worked at maccas. did you ever pick up boys in the drive through??? i did lol

well, speaking of the whole - having 2 thing (md!!!), dp and i have been being a bit stupid with the contraception thing. i went on the mini pill for a bit but it started giving me massive headaches at night so i went off it. then we decided to just withdraw for a while (not great, i know, but we don't dtd very often...)
but the last few times we've just done nothing....i know, i know, we're playing with fire. i am still bfing a lot and i haven't had af yet...and our attitude is..if it happens, it happens. i know it would be super hectic but part of me thinks it would be kind of cool to have 2 close together and get it over and done with while we're doing well financially and there's no pressure on me to work. i also think there's value in the kids being close and always having a 'friend'. do you guys think i'm crazy? what is your honest opinion?

md- sounds like you've made your decision to have 2, and what a beautiful 2 they are!