Crumpet: Just don't die, I have no idea who i'd leave MJ with- cos no one would parent her the way I would like.

Glenny: re the inlaws! Glad katherine is more settled though.

TEgam: grrr to your visitors, they sound like my inlaws no fricking help. Oh yeah did I tell you the time they came over for tea- made me cook (I had just had MJ for frick sake) oh then they asked just as I finished dishing up do I want any help?? A bit fricking late! Not once since MJ has been born have they offered to cook for us or bring a meal! I give up!

Afm, Just so tired feeling ****ty anyway and MJ decided she wanted to stay awake til 5AM!!! i'm just so exhausted- I was so ready to give up last night I just didn't know what else to do . Glad she finally went to sleep! Just had breakfast (at midday!)and about to have a shower. Just feel so weak and tired. She had been sleeping really well until last night too so not sure what was up. Now I feel bad cos I think I didn't wake up much after that to feed her even when she was crying But I was out to it, and not sure how long she'd been crying before i'd woken up. But I did feed her again at 7am.