You do look lovely in Orange MD

I think we were going to move There isn't a formal job offer yet but should be here in the next couple of weeks. DH has already told work because they were pressuring him for dates for a conference in Canada and he most likely won't be there for it. I keep bursting into tears at the thought of leaving everyone lol. Not coping very well really. This isn't what I want to do but there is no way that we can stay because DH really wants to do it and my life would become very unpleasant very quickly if I said no. So probably in the April holidays after Easter I will be packing up my life and taking my crumbly marriage and dubious mental health down the the far reaches of nowhere to start all over again. Will have to work on being positive for the kids. W has a really good friend at school and it will be very upsetting for him to leave. A loves her friends but I think the g-parents will trump that. They don't know yet.

Sorry for the pity party. Today is my anniversary and I look at my wedding photo hanging on the wall and want to ***** slap some sense into that stupid girl lol