oh Isa! that would of just been awful for you xx but i have to agree with the others, this stuff happens and yeah, it totally sucks and is heart-stopping, but like Oz mentioned everyone is ok and you'll be ok too (if you feel really bad for M just go into her room and give her a cuddle: have you had a moment to be able to talk to her about it? sometimes i find that it helps both me and leila to just go over it and for me to tell her why i lost it (and that i am sorry) and how i was scared that they were hurt etc etc...can be very therapeutic!)

Arte: you and me both sista...although i am vomiting for slightly different reasons..gastro! oh yeah baby...the joys and the glamour.