3rd MC in 10 months how do you find the strength to get through it all.

[Clairesmummy]

First of all I want to thank each and everyone of you for your suport and hugs.

Please be warned that the following info is very graffic and could be disturbing, sorry if TMI here. I was woken at 5am with severe cramping that continues until 8am when I got up from our table and took one step when I felt a pop inside and then gushed watery fluid,blood and bub, I then raced to the loo to change my pads as I thought I had just started bleeding heavily when I got to the loo I found bub on my pad. Bub looked like a normal 9week 4 day bub to me he/she has 2 eyes, 2 arms and 2 legs still with a very small tail and measuring about 3cm long. I then rang the DR and he said I could take bub in to have him/her sent away for testing at Brisbane if I would like to do that. This time the DR was very cautious with his words and gave me some very kind words as he said that bringing bub in and putting bub in a container was a very hard thing to do especially when you are by yourself, as DF had to work this morning and this was the last thing we expected to happen today. It will take about 2 weeks to get any results back from the lab and I personally do not think they will find anything wrong with my angel. My bleeding has no eased off alot and I no longer have any cramps so with out being able to find the right words to explain myself I guess the worst is now over with this MC.
I am heart broken that you left us my darling, but please fly safe and be free with your little brothers or sisters that we never got to meet, you will all always be in our hearts and our dreams and please know mummy, daddy and big sis will always love you all forever my angel babies.
xoxoxoxoxox