Danek, Im so sorry you havent got any answers from your appointment I can only imagine how hard it is for you to hear DH say he isnt quite ready, especially understanding from a mother's point of view that feeling of desperation to try again. Give him some time and talk to him about your feelings and hopefully he will change him mind in due course.

Look after yourself, of course you are feeling a bit worse for wear at the moment. Healing is a long process and unfortunately sometimes feels like you take one step forward and two steps backward. Eventually you feel like your getting ahead, but give yourself the time you need.

Take care, Mel :hugs: