Hi Megsmum

This is a hard time of yr and i to feel the same as you this will be my secound christmas since loosing my lil girl and for some reason am finding harder i think last yr i was still slightly numb to the whole thing but i have had no support form my in laws and they said some pretty awful things to me when i lost my angel and i just cant bare to face them we normaly go round there every yr for dinner but i am not i am having my family dinner at home and inviting my sis and her family and my dad round as my family were great through the whole thing i do feel bad for my DH as i said to him i am not gonna go round his parents and he thinks that we should i said no they havent even invited us so unless they do then there is noway i will be going over there they never make the effort with us not even a phone call to see how we are or the grandson they only live 5 min round the corner so i havent got the time of day for them sounds awful but at the min i do really dislike them i dont think i can pretend anymore as i have tried all of that and it actually made me worse i dont no what you can do to get out of it maybe do what lulu2 said fake gastro or something i hope you sort it out i think there is going to be alot of us in the same situation this yr.

take care honey

Munchy xxx