I sooo don't feel like a mum! I just feel like a failure. I can't even succeed at what other people achieve by accident!
I am so sorry I made you cry with my story. I seem to make people cry too much.
You ARE a mum no matter what, you are Ellen's mum!!!!
You're amazing to have gone through that and now telling you DD's story

I hope your next journey isn't as long and heartbreaking for you. You will find many friends here and ladies who have been through similar and can help