BW- I am so sorry you have to go through this. You really do NOT deserve this
All I can say is, please don't blame yourself. You might never find out why you lost your little one, but never think that it was something you did. You carried your caterpillar as long as you could. I don't know what else to say

Excuse my ignorance and if you don't mind me asking... who is Dr S?

My prayers are with you and your DH during this very hard time BW :hugs: