I felt the deep sadness and dispair in every word you wrote. The poem by your husband is the most treasured gift a father could give his son and Cooper is such a wonderful name. The tears I have for you and your little angel baby seem insufficient.
I too am traveling this horrible journey at the moment, it is 11 weeks and 3 days since I lost my son Harrison at 36weeks 2days. He was my first son also, and I don't think that DH and I could have possibly imagined how painful this hurt is. It is ok to feel, it is all you can do at the moment, just allow yourself to scream, to cry, to just be. You will make it through this. Please just know that I will do anything I possibly can to help you through the dark days ahead.
Just know that you are not alone and that your dear little son Cooper is in my thoughts and my heart.
Take care sweety, we are all here for you.
:hugs:
Spring Angel
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