Hi there. I have actually been thinking of you and tried to PM you the other day but I don't have access to that function. Not really sure how that all works, do you? Sorry you have been going through some drama - just to add on top of everything else you've been through. Do you want to talk about it? How are you feeling?

Things with me are still up and down... more down than up actually now that his EDD is coming up (13 November). We have started the TTC journey again but it's so hard and emotional. I just can't relax and enjoy "it" these days as I keep thinking that we are going through these motions to have another baby when all I want is Sebastian back. I know I shouldn't think like that but it's so hard not to.

What have you been up to?
Big big hugs xxx