Mishyy, I'm so sorry for you loss. It's so completely devistating it can't even be put into words.

I recently lost our little baby angel on the 11/12 at 18 weeks.
During a monthly checkup the Dr's found that his little heart and stopped beating, i was admitted into hospital the next morning and put into labour. We're unsure as to what has happened as yet but have so far been told he had a lot of deformaties and nature just took it's course, but it's still so hard. I miss my little bump and feel completely empty, like i'm missing a limb.

My partner and I are also wanting to TTC again ASAP and I have had pangs of guilt about replacing our little one, especially when i could start TTC now if i could, (but had been advised to wait for tests to come back, and for my cycle to return to normal), even though that isn't the case at all, we love out little baby so much.

I wish you all the luck in the future for TTC, and hope you are blessed with a little baby as soon as you're ready.

xx