I am so sorry to hear of your loss. I have tears in my eyes after reading your story as I know that the emotional pain you are feeling right now is probably as bad as the physical pain you felt.

You are such a beautiful person for thinking about how you could help other people when you yourself are going through such a difficult time. Many to you.

Cry when you are alone if you dont want to cry in front of people. I think that the reason that we do cry is because the emotional pain we feel deep inside is too much for our bodies to contain so we relaese through tears. Maybe light a special candle for your little angel and just let it all out.

Thinking of you