oh Kylie, I am so sorry sweetie . That is just such a terrible loss. I too have suffered a late miscarriage when I lost my little son Joshua at 20 weeks. That was by far the most heart breaking and devastating experience of my life.
All I can say to you, is please grieve and cry as much as you need to hun, as you have every right to do that. You feel shocked, numb, angry, and then so empty, but this is what a grieving mother goes through. With time you will learn how to live with that grief, and you'll never forget your son. He is such a big part of you.
I wish you with all my heart much strength and courage to get through this very sad time. You and your little angel are in my thoughts and prayers.
Take care Kylie,
Beata xxx