Thank you everyone for your beautiful words. I haven't cried for a few days, but when someone comes up to me and says sorry, then I cry. As well as feeling empty, I also feel lonely, that is a strange one, although I have my son here with me on hols, and hubby here at night, I still feel lonely.

I find myself still counting the weeks, but instead of saying I am, its now I would of been, like this Friday 16th, I would of been 17 weeks, is that natural that I do that....

Anyway I just wanted to thank everyone for there kind, sweet words, and for being my ears. You guys truely rock.

I wonder if any of you really know how much you mean to people like me, who have had a miscarriage, or for the people who want to share their good news. You all deserve s great big

Thank you xxx