Hi Lani.
I spoke with a family friend who is a gyno. He said my dr is doing everything right at this stage. He also said because they are dropping slowly, they may do another curette or a small dose of the methotrexate, which is that chemo drug. My next test is Monday.
You know, it's strange you say that you knew, because I felt the same, although I never said it to anyone. I just didn't feel pregnant, even though my belly was growing. My dating scan at 9 weeks showed I was 5w5d, so I knew something wasn't right, as I was definately 9 weeks. This is why I know I was 16w at my 13w scan. I am now trying to think of something nice to do in the baby's memory, not sure of the sex, so don't know what to name it, might just be a nickname. Hopefully this will take my mind of all the testing.

I am glad you feel better with this pg, and I'm glad you are getting an early scan. You are right about listening to your body! I hope the scan gives you the all clear to start enjoying your pregnancy, because I can imagine how you must be feeling right now, but the next few weeks will hopefully go by quickly for you, so you can stop stressing. It must be very difficult. I know all the think positive stuff sounds cleche and you are sick of hearing it, but I think that's all you can do for the time being.

I'm looking into totally changing our lifestyles, we try to eat organic anyway, but now I'm really pushing it with chemical free laundry powder and everying, I've found some great websites with supplies! I know this isn't the cause, but at least I feel like I'm doing something.

You take care, and I'll let you know how Monday's results go. it was only a day gap lat time, so this will be a 6 day gap. Thankyou so much for taking the time to talk to me, I hope it's not too hard for you.