hello everyone..

im just wondering how do all you ladies cope with miscarriages?

I lost my first baby at 7weeks and although deep down i know that it wasnt really a human yet, it was my little creation. Possibly the best thing that i'll ever do and i found it really hard to watch it wash away like a common cycle. and at the moment i'm finding it hard to cope with the milestones. I would have been 16 weeks this week and i just feel so sad. Its so hard to think that i should be still pregnant now but i'm not. I dont know how to deal with it.

I've also become really obsessed (for lack of a better word) with pregnant/baby things. I cant help but look at the baby books in the shop or pick up a magazine for pregnant women or watch pregnancy/baby shows. I get so emotional when i see pregnant women in the street, so much so that the first thing i want to do when i get home is get pregnant again. but i know i cant, not for a while anyway.

Does anyone have any advice on how to cope with this loss? I feel like it was my fault that it happened and that i should have done things better.


RIP my little angel.