Ladies I don't even know what to say, we lost or miracle baby yesterday...........I started bleeding on Thursday but it stopped and OB felt things where okay and I could just come in for my appointment next monday, and I was to call her if the bleeding started again or I was to go directly to ER.
Well Sunday night I started bleeding and cramping and I knew we had lost Miracle........I was admitted to ER at our Royal Womens hosptial and placed on IV and booked for a scan........it took all day but I knew by the bleeding that the baby had died..........I was discharged last night with instructions on how to deal with the next few days of bleeding..........I am devestated, MY dh is a beautiful husband but he has no idea what to say or do...........I just want to curl up and hide from the world, I can't talk on the phone, I am hiding from friends and family..............My dh is wanting to try again ASAP, today I never want to try again........it took so long to get that double pink line our miracle..........the heartbreak is just beyond anything I have ever been though.......How do I get though these next few days..........I am a person that needs memory symbols in my life and one of the Nurses yesterday suggested buying a necklace or planting a tree as a memory and saying goodbye process.
What have others done? and does anyone know where I can buy memorial jewlery?
Heartbroken and full of sorrow right now
Hugs Nicki