Oh Tina, the pain you feel is etched in the hearts of many women and it is a pain you cannot describe to someone who hasnt been there.
After my first miscarriage i found a huge amount of support and encouragement from a group called SANDS. I would sit in the nursery for hours just holding clothes i had bought for the baby and i wouldnt leave, my DH had to literally drag me out of there. I found it hard to talk to people, especially if they had not experienced the pain i was feeling. I also had to deal with people who didnt see my loss as anything overly sad because to them it wasnt a real baby yet.
It took many months before i could walk down the street without crying everytime i saw a pregnant woman or baby.
Today is the due date of my second angel baby and i hope you dont mind but by talking to other people and maybe helping them abit, im dulling the ache i feel in my heart today.
Its such a hard journey to travel, and everyone deals differently with their loss. I have managed to live with a pregnant girl for the past few months without it causing me too much grief, even though i only lost my second angel last July, but i think its because i have grown from the experience of my first loss, and i have coped much better this time.

hugs
treelo