Treelo,

thank you for your kind words. Im sorry to hear that it was to be your due date today. I cant imagine how hard that would be.
Im still struggling with milestones, (both mine and my SIL's who is 2 weeks behind where i would have been)..
I sat in a coffee shop and cried yesterday when a lady with a newborn sat down next to me. I so desperatenly wanted to hold it!
my BF is also due tomorrow, just to add to things. Im not sure how ill go when i get to hold her little guy for the first time. She has been very supportive, and so im sure she'll understand if im a bit emotional.
im so happy to hear that you are doing better the second time round.
hugs to you, today is almost over, and then there will be no more milestones, so hopefully you will get better day by day.
Are you TTC again?